Friends w/ Benifits

Okay so most of us know the meaning of Friends with Benifits, but what does it really mean? Does it mean you stay friends but do... well you what! This title somewhat confusses me. So say someone breaks up with you and says he just wants to be friends while you're on your way home from a game that was a Really bad game. Than doesn't talk to you for weeks than all of a sudden he starts talking to you again, and he want's to be friends with benifits. But here's the confussing part, the only things you guys have done is makeout you've never even talked about doing..... well you know what! I guess that's why it's confussing me.

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Nobody knows

Nobody know it's empty this smile that I wear, the real one is left in the past because u have left me there. Nobody knows im crying they won't even see my tears, when they think that I am laughing I am still wishing you where here. Nobody knows it's painfull they think that I am strong, they say that is won't kill me but I wonder if they are wrong. Nobody knows that I am praying that you will change your mind, they think that I had let you go when it was you who left me behind. Nobody knows I miss you they think I feel set free, but I feel like I am bound with chain trapped in the mystery. Nobody knows I need you they say I can do it on my own, but they don't know that I'm crying when i am all alone!!!

Remembering 9/11

Remembering 9/11 is a sad event. Just to think how many people died because of those planes, or how many died trying to save the life's of those injured! So I just pray to those how have lost a loved one! and I remember those who have died!!

God called you home

God looked around his garden and He found an empty place. He than looked upon this earth and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew you where suffering he knew you where in pain. He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw that road was getting rough, and the hill are hard to climb. So He closed you weary eyelids and whispered "Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to loose you, but you didn't go alone. For part of us went with you, that day God called you home!

One heart

. thump thump, thump thump.. One heart alone make but a single beat. A sound so low and incomplete. A heart alone waiting to be heard. Know not the beauty or songs of singing birds. One heart alone knows not the love and tenderness. It feels nothing but, but has emptiness. A heart alone searches for its mate. It waits, trusts fate, contenplates. Until by chance another beat it hears. That sound it has longed for all these years. Like the timbre of a bass drum. It hears the answer, another thrum.. Two hearts are beating stong and true. The sound grows louder, waiting is through. Two hearts are beating within one another. Searching is over, they have found that lover. Two hearts are beating they grow and grow. Together forever never wanting to go. Two hearts are beating as the sun goes down. A love true, a love strong, both are bound, and as the sound gently fades into night. Two hearts are beating, this they know is just right. Thump thump, thump thump..