Dead Inside

You know what I'm finally giving up. It's sooo obvious that you don't care anymore either! I hate myself for still caring about you, because I know you still don't care about me! I'm trying to deal with the pain you've caused me but, I don't know if im getting over it or if I'm just use to the pain! Every night I cry because, Tears are words too painful for a broken heart to speak. Im standing on a line between giving up & seeing how much more I can take! I'll tell you this much if I keep trying to see how much more I can take it won't be that much longer before I can't take anymore! I'm soo done with you and your bullshit!! You've made me dead inside!