What I'm Thankful For!

I'm thankful for my step-sister. She is in the Army and currently stationed at Afghanistan. She is fighting for our freedom. She means a lot to me so I'm very thankful for her and every other soldier. I'm Thankful for my mom she means a lot to me. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here today. She is strong when everything seems to be going wrong. She is always there for me and my brother when we need her. I'm thankful for all of my moms friends. They helped raise me when my mom got divorced when I was 4 and we moved to Ransom, KS. I can't imagine my life without them. They are all like my mom. I'm thankful for my dad. Even thou I only see him on Christmas and this year Parents' Night a Graduation. He made me realize that I want my children to have their father in their life. He may not be the greatest dad in the world but he's my dad and I love him. There are a lot of people I am thankful for, but these people are on top of my list!

Broken!

It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that with out them, you feel like nothing! No one well ever understand how much it hurts! You feel hopeless like nothing can save you! An when it's over and it's gone you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good!

Dead Inside

You know what I'm finally giving up. It's sooo obvious that you don't care anymore either! I hate myself for still caring about you, because I know you still don't care about me! I'm trying to deal with the pain you've caused me but, I don't know if im getting over it or if I'm just use to the pain! Every night I cry because, Tears are words too painful for a broken heart to speak. Im standing on a line between giving up & seeing how much more I can take! I'll tell you this much if I keep trying to see how much more I can take it won't be that much longer before I can't take anymore! I'm soo done with you and your bullshit!! You've made me dead inside!

Invisible

There's a song called Invisible. This song really makes me think, and not many songs can do that. In the song it says "I tried everything, to make them see me But all they see, is someone that's not me. Even when I'm walking on a wire Even when I set myself on fire Why do I always feel invisible, invisible Everyday I try to look my best Even though inside I'm such a mess Why do I always feel invisible, invisible." Have you ever felt that way?Just listen.

Why I Write

I write because I feel like it helps me vent out everything with out getting in trouble. I feel like it’s a great form of creativity. I like to write, because I like to read and I would like to share the wonders of books by writing. I prefer to write more of the fiction stuff. I like to make stories up I find the ones that are not true more interesting and more fun to read. I like reading stories that are true but i per fer the fiction ones.

The mysterious killing in Ireland

So our journalism teacher made us write a short story so here is what I came up with, Hope you enjoy.

Shifting her glance to the side of the chair she noticed a small green suitcase. In her head she though he’s really going to leave. This really bothered Alice. She couldn’t believe that Robbie would leave their vacation just because they got into a fight last night. Alice started to cry at the thought of her love leaving her in Dublin, Ireland, because of one silly little fight that they got into last night. Alice couldn’t take it anymore. She said to herself, “I've got to go get some fresh air and find Robbie, maybe we can work things out.” So Alice left the room on a mission to go find her boyfriend. Just 30 minutes later Robbie walks into the room and sees the small green suitcase. He says to himself, “Is Alice really going to leave? Just because of last night?” Robbie’s scared he really screwed up this time. He just couldn't believe that Alice would want to leave this early into their vacation. She was the one who really wanted to go here. He went over to his suitcase, and he pulled out a small velvet box and opened it up. Inside was a big diamond ring. He was planing on proposing to Alice tonight. He heard the door open and he thought it was Alice so he hurried up and put the box back in his suitcase. Than ran up to the door to give her a hug and a kiss and to apologize and say he was sorry and that he never wanted to fight again and that he loved to so much, but when he got to the door it wasn’t Alice at the door. It was some man that he didn’t know. Robbie asked who he was and all the mysterious man said was, “ I’m your worst nightmare!” Then the man pulled out a knife.

Three hours later Alice thought she should go back to the suite because maybe Robbie was there. When she got up to the room she opened up the door and she couldn’t believe her eyes. There was blood everywhere. She was in complete and total shock. She followed the trail of blood to the bathroom. There lied Robbie in the bathtub completely soaked in blood. She lost it, and fell to her knees. She was bawling when she finally got enough strength to go up to Robbie. When she got there she knew he wasn’t breathing, but she just had to check again. She didn’t know what to do. There was Robbie, the man she loved and one day hoped to call her husband, in her arms dead. She bawling hysterically. She went to the telephone and called 9-1-1. She told them that she was in room 408 and the Dolphin Tale Inn, and that her boyfriend had been murdered. Fifteen minutes later the cops and paramedics show up to her room. She opened the door and they asked where the body was. She said he was in the bathtub. The paramedics went into the bathroom. When the paramedics where gone the cops asked her a bunch of questions and then took her to the police station.

When Alice got to the police station they took her into the interrogation room and asked her what happened. Alice told them everything she knew. They told her that they have Colbey, Robbie’s best friend, on his way to Ireland, and that she wouldn’t be able to leave this country until they figured out who killed her boyfriend. Alice asked them if she could have his belongings. They said that she could because they where done gathering evidence. She went up to his suitcase she saw the small velvet box, opened it up and saw the ring inside. She started crying. She knew what that ring was intended for. She put the box in her purse, and waited for Colbey to show up. The next day she went with the police to the airport to pick up Colbey. Three months later they found out that the killer was a guy named Jacob, and that he was a serial killer in Dublin. Colbey and Alice finally got to go home. When they got back to Boston Alice went to Robbie’s parents house and gave them all of his belongings, even the ring. They protested that she should keep the ring, but she thought that she just wouldn’t be able to do that. Three years later Colbey and Alice started dating than got married. They had a baby boy named Robbie Dean Gilligan. In honor of Colbey’s best friend and Alice’s previous lover.


by
Ashley Stull

Friends w/ Benifits

Okay so most of us know the meaning of Friends with Benifits, but what does it really mean? Does it mean you stay friends but do... well you what! This title somewhat confusses me. So say someone breaks up with you and says he just wants to be friends while you're on your way home from a game that was a Really bad game. Than doesn't talk to you for weeks than all of a sudden he starts talking to you again, and he want's to be friends with benifits. But here's the confussing part, the only things you guys have done is makeout you've never even talked about doing..... well you know what! I guess that's why it's confussing me.

Please feel free to coment on what you think!

Nobody knows

Nobody know it's empty this smile that I wear, the real one is left in the past because u have left me there. Nobody knows im crying they won't even see my tears, when they think that I am laughing I am still wishing you where here. Nobody knows it's painfull they think that I am strong, they say that is won't kill me but I wonder if they are wrong. Nobody knows that I am praying that you will change your mind, they think that I had let you go when it was you who left me behind. Nobody knows I miss you they think I feel set free, but I feel like I am bound with chain trapped in the mystery. Nobody knows I need you they say I can do it on my own, but they don't know that I'm crying when i am all alone!!!

Remembering 9/11

Remembering 9/11 is a sad event. Just to think how many people died because of those planes, or how many died trying to save the life's of those injured! So I just pray to those how have lost a loved one! and I remember those who have died!!

God called you home

God looked around his garden and He found an empty place. He than looked upon this earth and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew you where suffering he knew you where in pain. He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw that road was getting rough, and the hill are hard to climb. So He closed you weary eyelids and whispered "Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to loose you, but you didn't go alone. For part of us went with you, that day God called you home!

One heart

. thump thump, thump thump.. One heart alone make but a single beat. A sound so low and incomplete. A heart alone waiting to be heard. Know not the beauty or songs of singing birds. One heart alone knows not the love and tenderness. It feels nothing but, but has emptiness. A heart alone searches for its mate. It waits, trusts fate, contenplates. Until by chance another beat it hears. That sound it has longed for all these years. Like the timbre of a bass drum. It hears the answer, another thrum.. Two hearts are beating stong and true. The sound grows louder, waiting is through. Two hearts are beating within one another. Searching is over, they have found that lover. Two hearts are beating they grow and grow. Together forever never wanting to go. Two hearts are beating as the sun goes down. A love true, a love strong, both are bound, and as the sound gently fades into night. Two hearts are beating, this they know is just right. Thump thump, thump thump..

My Best

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Moon Beam

Moon Beam you lighten up the road as the night pedals unfold like an incandescent rose all the crease seem to show the rough edges, they glow so that I may stay on the road.. Moon Beam you cradle the night and the road that I drive and we all may survive there is need for you to hide if the clouds come out to night.. Moon Beam where did you go the clouds come and hang low although you don't know I still see your glow through the haze it flows like the blush of a rose your light glisten on the road you still lighten load

Ping-Pong

My hearts not a ping pong ball so quit playing with playing with it like it is!

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I'm Ashley Stull and I'm a Senior at Western Plains High School! I'm using this as a class blog for Journalism class. I'm also going to use this when ever i feel like!